She's Gone...

so, this morning...


was awaken by mom's vigorous knock on the door..

this way..lewls..

so as soon as i exited my bedroom..


she signaled me to go outside..


hastily i shuffled myself towards the house lane, 


like a good kid 
waiting for her mum 
to give her candies..


--omit this part pwweaseee!!--


so,...mom came out..


and as me being sleepy, we used sign language 
[communicating] ..




then she pointed towards our dearest baby's house , 


the little kitty's house..


then..there..


my heart dropped for a second..


before i picked it up and placed it back 


-slap-




my


little


kitty


is


D-E-A-D

...FOREVER OTL....

man..she was our morning blooper..

she used to wake us up with her annoying loud meows..

her rough eating style...

her cuddling...

her cute moves..

her..her everything...

and now staring at her cold body, 


i felt as if part of me was taken away..

i admit i was not really a cat lover as in now,

but i do care bout my cats..

and what makes me regretting the most is, 

she was sick..


and i barely left my attention towards her..

demmmit..

and mom's trying to put the blame on me as well..


gahh!!!!


whatever..

she's currently resting in the plastic bag..


waiting to be buried..

well..

R.I.P our dear kitty..
we will be surely missing you..

A LOT...

--p/s: the most regretting part..i have none of her pictures..N-O-N-E..--OTL again--