:::Despite Everything:::....

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THE REASON?? 


just because..
can i state it this way?? like this?? ^^ 
haha...tak la..just dun wanna dig my own grave..
yelaa..this blog is d only place where i'm gonna pour my heart out

--->>termasuklahh all the puji2an + kutuk2an + nonsical things..well, my blog kan? 

and tempat aku belajar rite now is full of umat2 manusia yg amat amat amaatlaahhh sibukbadan! taw?? 

duhh..don't mind my broken language..it's BUSYBODY!! ^__^

kenapa?? -lahh..kena explain lagi ek?? xyah laa..ea?? ea?? **begging**-

OKAYY..BACK TO THE MAIN THING I AM SUPPOSE TO RANT! ^_^

hurm..cmne nak mule ek?
okay..alkisahnye, a friend of mine skarang nie sakit..erm..

the whole thing begin with her attempt to kill her headache with her 

DAMN FOOLISH ACT OF SWALLOWING 26 TABLETS OF PANADOL!! -sigh-

now u tell me..tak stupid enough ke tuh?? or should i say 
her attempt to kill herself??

ahh..now i don't wanna mess my head even more..
dari last Tuesday she was warded..

Mr. Doc said probably hati dy rosak..

aku hampir2 terlepas SERVE YOU RIGHT depan mak dia..**uppss..** 

this friend of mine mmg problematic sket..
but i don't know what the heck did she think sampai nak telan 26 biji tuh!! 
i mean..urghhh...

dun mind me...
when i asked her mum, she told me..
"ade orang ugut nak bunuh dy..takut sampai sakit2 kepala..

then dy nak telan 30 biji panadol tu..nseb baek majikan sempat halang.."

 see?? aku rase kalau majikan tu xhalang, perhaps she..tak baik la pulak..

and just now her mum told me that her possibility to survive is very thin..
cause her heart was severely damaged by the panadol's effect..

yang aku lagi terkejut tueh, it was not her first time swallowing panadols in that big amount..
gahh..hardcore jugak budak nieh..

neway, back to the title, i'm hoping that..
despite everything the doctor had said, 
what her mum have told me, 
her actions towards others and me..
her behaviors..
her this..
her that...
i hope that there's miracle ahead..for her...

yeahh i know,..
kalau hati dah rosak, biler2 mase that person boleh "jalan"..kan?
but then, she deserve one more chance *maybe* to..err...repent??..uhmm...
it scares me just to think of what's gonna happen later..
please ya Allah..i beg You...
a miracle for her..aminn...

okay..this long post utk ganti my laziness to update earlier..
sorry maa..keje rumah banyak..*kunun*

okay..till then..i'll c u guys soon..
papapaii!! ^_^ppye0ngg!